i was kinda badtrip kahapon coz evaluate ako by that stupid QA pretending like he knows everythang. it was said naman that if they would evaluate new agents, it has to be side by side kaya. imagine he gave me a score thats so mababa and i dont think i deserve a 69 as score. didnt he know i had three VS surveys na da past week? i dont know if he's making me sindak but i dont care baka he wants square pa kami outside the office eh. he's like mr know all eh ang loser kaya his face.

pero oks lang i made tambay muna sa starbucks gateway, and had this mango juice again coz it was so init talaga. had some kwento with  rosvey and her sister para steady lang. may is coming kasi with her hubby kenneth dauseless. i want to make suntok pa this guy who's so bum looking creature he doesnt deserve to see a PBA game. if i'm the guard i wont let him pasok the araneta coz he's so balbasin he doesnt make ahit, he's like a JI member noh!he just makes sira my aura. he asked for lights pa nga from me as if naman i smoke. so i made hintay pa for them sa starbucks buti na lang it wasnt so matagal.

after nibbling sa NYFD, i left na the game by 630 coz i was so sleepy na talaga. peejay gave me pa nga this bagfull of food pero i wasnt able to eat them na. sobrang hassle lang talaga, i think i have to see again my derma coz i have this one break out, buti nalang i have pa the drugs that the doc gave me. i think i'm like so addicted to it na nga, i even brought with them sa mindoro.

Currently feeling: tired

i'm sorta puyat na naman coz paolo made yaya for a dinner sa saisaki last night. it was a double celebration din kasi it was his birthday the other week and it was lea's graduation last friday. kainez sha dude, he made asar saken that he was hesitant "DAW" to let me join them. Hooooooooo, as if naman he doesnt make hanap saken when i'm not around like last saturday. i'm like that kaimportante kaya sa kanya. tapos he asked me to sit beside him pa last night, KITAMZ!

then i bumped into my best buddy paolo antonio wearing this ala-constantine maroulis hair do! he's sooooo asteeeeg kaya noh! i'm like inggit nga sa kanya coz he's settled down na into having a family. he had his baby in a stroller making it tulak sa G4 with his wifey arlene and brother paolo luis. i don't like babies much  but i'm gonna have the pic displayed here as soon as i have na d time to upload my pics. i'm like so busy lang talaga eh.

tonight is the night. i'm gonna resume na going to d gym coz it's been like 5 days of rest na yata right? sana there's no loser that would make me bad vibes lang talaga.

Currently reading: ala-ism

What an eventful night.

I,  for heaven's sake, only had a total of two and a half hours of sleep since yesterday. I really hate doing this for the obvious reason this attitude would ruin the discipline i'm suppose to have since i'm into weight training. I'm really serious with this and I'm not gonna let go until swiftly achieving my goals.

On a higher note, I had the chance to spend time with my new friends Ivy and her bf BJ, Rose and long time friends Kiko and Toto. We had a late dinner at the Old  Spaghetti House beside Grilla in Libis. Then we headed to Eastwud for an early breakfast at Something Fishy by 1 am. (is it obvious this group plus me uber hate eating?) It's so nice of them coz they made sure I reach my work safely by driving me home, then to my workplace.

On a semi-related note, at long last I was able to eat at Taco Bell earlier last night with another friend, and finally spend for myself. Well honestly, I'm really trying to save because I've got so much expenses these days I'd almost bang my head on the wall. Comment on Taco Bell, I find Mexicali better.

I reckon I'm gonna have my derma tomorrow. I've been trying to avoid having an appointment with my dermatologist because of the extremely high cost she charges me. It's not that she's not good, I'm slowly becoming broke. Thanks to her though, I've regained my confidence when we started doing business.

speaking of which, I've been thinking, albeit having a sleepy head, how do I start doing my own business? I took some MBA classes but I don't think I've absorbed a portion of the qualities a good entrepreneur. That -having a business- is certainly one of the many ways I think of to get out of being a poor hardworking employee. Typical.

Currently reading: a lot really
Currently feeling: lethargic

celwinster

Much to my chagrin, i did one of the nastiest things i've done in my whole entire life (and that i dont want to elaborate). who wouldn't get riled in working for 6 straight days- that is yesterday till saturday- In excess of the feeling of just doing the same thing for two darn years. Much to my delight, I've engaged myself learning more of html and  reading blogs of different people. i admit i do enjoy reading it, and these are those blogs of people with intellect or I should say people who are learned.  I tell you, they write with sense unlike some losers who tell stories about the typical meaningless activity that they do (which i guess for the subject finds it so compelling) with slight exaggeration. They say it concisely and inteligently. It's really pays to study in a school with high regard. From the journals that i've been reading day to day, I can say who's learned and who's not. I'm a learned man. It would be false humility for me to claim otherwise. After all, that's what you call "freedom" in literature.

Moving on, I'm late coming to work this morning and much to my surprise, I didn't feel bothered at all. I'm probably inspired by the poetry i've been reading recently. My reason? I hate to sound arrogant but I don't think I worked my a** off to finish at reputable schools such as Don Bosco and San Beda to be manipulated by one of the most unapealing jobs for me. Mind you we receive a gross of 12k a month. Gross indeed.

Meanwhile, i think it's about time I recover from a busy, exhausting, nerve wrecking stretch of weeks. I suddenly felt my resistance is becoming weak as evident last Saturday evening when chris, rey, francis and i went out for some "boys?" night out when I consistenly bring out this virus through coughing. We then bumped into Mr. Philip Jao and told me that after months of his absence, he  would seriously describe me as more masculine. I would like to laugh at that. And as I was talking to someone over the phone, he noticed the change in my voice. So I promise my self to get some more sleep after that. That I have to partake just yet. But then again, probably I just brought out the sadomasochistic me. It's been a while since I have been socializing elsewhere. So i dont regret at all. I quote myself.

Currently listening to: AI vonzell
Currently reading: blogs
Currently feeling: optimistic

celwinster

The not too long two-day vacation is over and I am just fascinated how wisely I was able to spend it. Whew, it's pretty exhausting but I was able to get a much deserved rest I've been longing since ages ago. Well actually that rest i'm talking about would mean getting enough sleep, for someone who regularly work out, that is.

Saturday, i saw harbour centre's game in a gym in Cubao. By now you might realise there's a Mark Cardona mania going on with me. Since we're both from Mandaluyong, I went home with him and ate at a Binalot kiosk near our place. I had a very thorough conversation with him. He even showed me this envelope containing his salary, and I tell you, it was pretty thick huh. Of course, it won't be over until he gives me a portion of that. Then I became elated once more.

Sunday, it was sale at Galleria so I did some strolling. I've observed, Galleria is a place I'd surely meet a non-loser someone I do know. It's been tested. Had snacks at Wetzel Pretzel's (which by the way has this mouth tearing cheesedog i like so much) and headed to the Big Dome for a Coke vs Ginebra game. Coke lost though, so we had dinner at Bacolod Inasal. We had fun at Klownz after that.

Yesterday I had my teeth paraphernalia adjusted & had my muscles torn once more at the gym. And it's so funny, I read from yesterday's broadsheet that there was a blogging convention last week at UP. I should've known that.  

Prioir to weekend, last Friday, we went to Billy's birthday dinner in Tondo. We thought it was too early so we decided to drive around. It was my first time to personally catch a glimpse of the Smokey Mountain and I was quite surprised because as the name implies, it was literally a mountain, towering the apartment buildings beside it. Nevertheless, I find it too odd to stare it at, not very touristy obviously.

Then I remember this kapamilya advertisement, "Anong klaseng Gloria ang Kailangan natin?" Don't get me wrong, I ain't gonna turn this blog into a political forum but let me say that whoever says this country still has hopes of recovering from a deep slump must be dreaming.

In a few days, I'm pretty sure I'd hear complaints brought about the fare hike taking effect in some days. I'm so affected by this too. Just sighing. Typical.

Currently listening to: Move Your feet

celwinster

i saw this house of wax at gateway thursday which stars paris hilton. and then saturday, i saw the c show at araneta which has jen rosendahl of the viva hotbabes. i noticed they look alike. nothin much. very typical

Now I'm getting even more depressed. My fifth (technically sixth) pay was due a couple of days back and modesty aside, I'm not happy with it. I haven't had the chance to use a portion of any of my pays from my current company but I am totally so f@:(!*n disappointed, I'm almost gonna give up on working here. If not for my bills, hell yeah, I'm outta here.

As a remedy to my worsening depression, I started updating my online headhunter and took the time to browse some vacancies, which won't require taking calls, a job I'm about to curse. I was so annoyed at what I read because most of the items indicate call center jobs. Aaaargh. But I wouldn't have to eat my pride because I know I can do better than taking calls, so call center as a next job is definitely a no-no. So I'm making a shortlist of possible jobs I found on the net and some are just what I thought would be possible.

College Professor - I could teach in college since I have MBA units, and I'm about to resume studying this second trimester. I'm kinda bibo when it comes to reporting back in college. I have the nerve to stand in front of a class and talk without feeling a bit of awkwardness.  So i guess i can handle the job. The thing is which school?

teacher assistant at ISM - my friend happens to be a prof at ISM and he's f@:(!*n filthy rich. he gets like four grand a month, that's like more than P200,000.00sesosesoses.  He told me that their computer technician gets like almost 40k a month, I'm like so fine with that. but then i have to try my luck.

marketing officer for sports apparrel - i happened to see a vacancy for a leading sportswear and it required being a sports addict. everyone knows how much i love sports (specifically basketball). It's going to be an advantage also for I have lotsa friends in the basketball industry.

stand up comedian - i can sing (though not that well as tibo). but em sure that i'm gonna make people laugh to their asses especially if i'm in the mood of being a comic relief. well i just don't know how to get an audition. I heard, le Chazz, a stand up comedian at punchline, gets 50k a month. pretty good.

flight attendant - i'm kinda envious to tina. i think it's gonna be my most glamorous job if i'm gonna make it as a flight attendant. but maybe not now, i'm semi kalbo, i'm still underweight, got some scars on my face, and my teeth is still under construction. one advantage though, i have good eyesight, ideal skin tone and ideal height, underwent swimming classes at gabby concepcion's place when i was a kid.
 
well anyways, that's all i can remember for now. but something struck me, as we were dining at bubba gump last night, new friend cristine told me that she's working at sykes, in buscar account with my former co-workers. she's a calcarries talent. I asked her how come she still wants to work when she's a model already? she just smiled. curious, i asked how much does she get per assignment as a ramp model. without batting an eye lash, she said, 5k. and she gets average of 3 assignments a week. Not bad, right? i wanna try that too.

Currently watching: AI