at last, after a long time, im able to access the web. if im not mistaken, it's been more than a week since i've visited my fave sites only me can tell whatever they are. so i've survived my first week at work. still adjusting though. coz they dont have internet access and they dont have that soft skills thingy so i dont have the chance to make bonding with my co-team mates. kaya the OM told me to look forward to doing something after work. the thing is, kelangan variety para di nakakasawa. ive saw the UAAP opening salvo yesterday. na miss ko ang college spirit (and of course, ang players). not late pa naman to feel like being a college. im just twenty-two kaya. sorry moses. di kita masamahan, napaka wrong timing mo noh, sabi mo kze sunday. labo ah. i also happened to visit jenny hernandez's bf's place. at napaka showbizy pa ren ng dating niya for me. let's see. ang comment ko, she's pretty!!! and her bf's gwapo. hehe. nakapag hang out din ako after a long time wit eydrian. ang laki ng pinayat niya, and i'm very much heavier than him. how surprising. how bout u guys? when are we gonna see each other again? when we saw each other, parang walang pagbabago at parang araw araw tau nagkikita. its fun to see us laughing noh!

i hope that i'm not the only one who feels this way but I can feel the pressure. Sobra ang hirap ng buhay!!! i wanna shout it out. i am about to downgrade my globe to gmix. i'm cancelling my fitness first and move probably to a cheaper one at robinson's galleria. what's next?

malamang ay magtino na ako sa bagong work ko. ang hirap talaga ng pasaway at lagi naka focus ang attention sa aken ng TM at OM. na reprimand na agad ako dahil sa pakiusap ko na buksan na ng colleague ko ang pc ko sa morning. fcuk talaga!!! they're like imbecile losers. starting tom, deadma sila saken. as if naman im gonna die without making pansin sa kanila. da hell with them noh.

i dont see anything bright to say. kahet pa the OM told me to look forward to doing something after the shift, Of course! i dont have to get their consent to enjoy after my work hours! eh halos they would prevent me from reading Angels and Demons nga eh. It's like i'm the angel and they are the demons. wat da hell is their problem? basta tomorrow, good boy ako sa work... i have this wish kase na tumagal man lang till christmas dito. mejo la kasi mashado hassle.

Currently feeling: mischievous

because my team manager has become a monstrous image, i've decided o look for another job. as a fact absent na naman ako and ive got interview today. but it was so quick i decided to just go to school and finish all the papers i have to accomplish. ive got exam on friday so wish me luck.

i just dont know wether to pursue these job hunting im doing. kasi parang na trauma/nagsawa na aged me sa calls. it was my first time to handle router/bridge modes last night and promise, walang hinto ang calls. and worse, in totallity, 1 hr lang ang break. ang panget pa ng sched ko which is 11 am to 8 pm which could last till 2nd week of August. basta, everything is so uncertain lalo pa at almost all my resources ay nasa charity:)

it's suppose to be my first month at work tomorrow but i don't think i will still be extending my stay. iba talaga pag naunahan ka na ng boredom, angst, and kasawaan na ren. delete delete delete. the interview i had last friday was a gruelling one and every inch of my cv was criticized. I almost wanted to walk out of the office while in the middle of the conversation. imagine my call center hopping. gosh.

i guess i'll be jobless this week because all of the interviews that i had are still "analyzing"my application. whatta term.