finally, i got my laptop back. which means, jek's exam is over, that he can at last get a pertinent job somewhere else, given that he made it. which means, i can finally download songs from my own computer without bugging stefan, aaron or even fay. lolz. now i want to have all these videos of amazing live performances from several artists. i've downloaded two so far and still looking for some.

the trouble with the sedan's over. we had it fixed in time for attending paul's wedding tomorrow. i've decided to wear the tux i borrowed from fonz. the tux i own are kind boring for me already, blue grayish-black and black, i've worn them all already eh.

aunt amy's leaving for the states on the 25th, while uncle nemy comes here that same period. sarah is leaving come march. dad leaves on the 21st. oh jeez, everybody is leaving. my passport got renewed already.  i'm leaving on march too. temporary or not, i havent decided yet.

Currently feeling: sleepy

yesterday, aunt amy, uncle nemy and dad all left mom crying once again. auntie and uncle went to L.A. on two separate flights and dad was off to cairo at an earlier schedule. i can just imagine the pain mom feels. she's not just vulnerable, her closest sister leaves as a green card holder and my dad, for nth time will embark on his 20th year as a shipping company staff. i wonder how it feels to be working miles away from your family. trish for example has been very frank about her willingness to come back home in exchange for the lucrative work she currently has because she simply misses her family. she's there in SG for more than 2 years already. how much more with dad's situation?

personally i think i can live with it. but it all still depends. i can never give a straight answer. yes, i've been living on my own for quite sometime already. but i don't feel home-sick because i know mommy's just a phone call away, and that i can simply drive home anytime i want to.

i have my passport renewed already and it's done last week. i am considering going to SG to work there, but as of now, im still trying to gather more reasons why i should do that. i'm all set, but what if i get home-sick as well? i will surely miss a lot of things here. for now what i'll do is try to experiment on different things so i'd be think twice before biting the SG bait.

Currently feeling: thinking