ive been wanting to write something about what's happening with me for the past days. however, when i'm in front of my laptop and ateempt to log in to my blog, me thinks i'd rather sleep than organize my thoughts. honestly, i haven't had any decent sleep for the past three weeks. thanks to PGMA, she gave me an early independence holiday.

my May calendar was full especially the 4th week. i had to attend this training sponsored by the school which was originally intended to be a for a week only. i applied for a 5 day vacation leave in advance so there won't be any hassle. during the first day of training i was told that it's going to run for 2 weeks. i then had a hard time thinking of what to do to complete the 10 day training. the other half of the news, we get P500 per training day. so i was paid by my office while on vacation, and paid daily in school. as a matter of fact, i was able to buy a pair of Traffic shoes because of the allowance i received.

i did something silly just to finish the training. on the second monday, june 2nd, i didn't go to work, i called in sick. Tuesday, i went to work, i stayed for an hour then left the office to go to school. at this point, i wasn't really concerned about the money. my goal was to sign the attendance sheet, and be back to the office before lunch time so by 2 pm, i can log out and go back to the training. lo and behold, it was just perfect. a cheeseburger meal for the security guard did it. by wednesday, i didn't attend the training because i was informed that they're cutting the training short, making it till thursday only. awesome i said. that way, i'm just missing a day of the training.

that same day, i went to watch the PBA with some friends. during the 3rd quarter, a friend had a heart attack. jeez, i mean there were lots of people there, and i didn't know what to do. i even laughed at the situation because of the commotion that it created. i thought it was nothing serious. i felt guilty upon hearing that he has passed away even before he reached the hospital. after the game, gary and jen picked me up in araneta to go to east ave. hospital. i was really starving. before midnight, binky favis and ella aldeguer came. he gave us something for dinner. heaven sent.

thursday morning, i made an effort to wake up early to get some exercise before attending our final day of training. as early as 8 am, they've been calling me up to visit the wake that same night. but i had a dinner date with my second mom. to sum it up, i had dinner instead. i promised myself i will go friday with ronald and marison. friday morning, i went to work and left the office at 1 pm. i went to school to get my teaching load for this semester. i went to the pba game just in time. after the game, we had dinner in malate. all i knew, we're heading to marikina. confident that we'll go there as planned, i didn't bother asking. i was surprised when i saw the gates of valle verde 5. that means we're not going anymore. they've decided to just go to the funeral on sunday.

i got home saturday morning. i had to visit my dermatologist. i was supposed to go that night too. i plan to attend our reunion then, proceed to marikina. sucker, i left my car in glorietta and we were in serendra so someone had to bring me back to makati. but i don't want to spoil it, i had to let everyone finish. that was past 1 am already. and funeral is just 11 hrs away. i decided not to go anymore and go to the interment instead. should i be guilty? im not sure. kuya romy's been very good to me. one of the most generous people i've known. and for the three days, i wasn't able to give him a couple of hours of my time. im sure he will understand. 

Currently feeling: mixed

prepping up before going to class that is. i was given 1 subject on a friday and didn't quite like it. buti na lang the school's near our dorn and it's 1 jeepney ride away. i was afraid of saying no to it because i am just new in the university... as faculty. naks! am i actually hearing myself being called a faculty. the thing is i can only watch uaap games on a sunday... too bad. even on saturdays, ive got class. i hope i can watch uaap games with my students. i'll try that....  i didn't wanna make reklamo on the fact that i am going to school 6 days a week because i don't wanna hear things like, im very choosy when in fact i don't have much ability. ouch that would really hurt. haha.

anyway, i've met 4 of my clasess and they're quite cool. especially my class yesterday.. freshmen pero some were like bibo. and the moment they knew that i liked uaap very much, they asked me questions. 1 student even encouraged me to take the stairs so we could have longer convo. as a price, im asking him to check the attendace every meeting. haha.

so before i went to school yesterday, i went to kingsville in antipolo to pick up our new puppy. im calling it mischa after mischa barton. haha. i fell in love na kay mischa because of The OC. it's not any special puppy. i was suppose to have a dashchund but when i came back for it, it's gone na. and i know mommy doesnt have the time to bring it to the vets for vaccination so better yet, a typical dog would be fine for her.

after my class just this saturday, i felt the wrath of nature in typhoon frank. too bad i was wearing my new leather shoes so i had to wait till the rain subsided.  i went home to change my clothes and then go to paco. it's faye biyatch's grad dinner.

i knew after all that i'd be spending the night there as promised. faye didn't even say goodbye when she went home. maybe she was just too drunk. she never left the table beside the ktv machine because of that el cuervo haha. so im not suprised that she was too drunk even before midnight. so i was just too sleepy, i went upstairs after tito nonong's amigos went home. by 3 am, i was awaken by those strong winds. i was feared my car would get hit by anything. literally anything, from tree branches to anything really. i kept on peeping on the window and i was kinda confident it will just stay there. i slept again.

by 530 it was kinda bright already. not that one with the sun, but i can see what's outside the window. i went to the other room, yeyo's awake. apparently, he really doesn't sleep that much. there was flood. i woke up fonz. then he moved their car and mine to the sidewalk. after eating breakfast, we played monopoly. haha. it's been a long time since i played that. then we finished at about 7? haha. then tito nonong said we will hear mass in magallanes.

on our way to st. alphonsus, road was fine. but when we're on our way home, there was this part in makati which was flooded. i decided to go back. but tita yeyen rang fonz and told him it was ok to pass by. alright. whatever. when we passed by it. da heck. it was really deep. but i managed to pass through. i wonder why the pajero was too anxious of passing through. but the civic in front of me stopped in the middle. pucha, that would make the situation even worse. i don't know what im supposed to do now that the engine got wet maybe? oh well, when we went home, few stories then slept. haha. free board and lodging with great food. thanks tita yeyen and tito nonong.

friday, i was one of the first people queueing to get inside shang. unlike other malls, shangri la opens kinda late at 11 am. i went there for two things. to buy a gift for Kuya Ramon, who had his birthday dinner that day, and secondly, Zara is on sale. haha. it happens only twice a year so i grabbed the opportunity to buy at least a shirt.

well i did manage to buy 2 shirts, i wanted the hoodie but it was just a plain hoodie so i didn't like it quite a bit. uaap influenced me in buying the other shirt. of course it was green as usual. though i can watch only on sundays this season, i will make sure i'll have a great time on july 6th.

Currently feeling: hopeful