i don't really like to wake up in the morning without looking forward to doing something. i hate the feeling of looking for an activity to be busy with. others may be saying that it's fun to be going on a stress free day, hassle free one. but i ain't really like that. ever since college, i made to it that i expect a schedule to come up to my face as soon my eyes open. and i've said this to a number of friends. and they told me i'm weird. basta anything that's worth paying attention to, it's fine.

if i may analyze the culture or more appropriately, the practice of the Filipinos, i would say that a number of Filipinos are fond of this happy-go-lucky attitude. i never miss a day seeing the roads of manila with tambays or "stand-by's". i am certain they have things they can be busy with regardless if they're jobless. there's household chores or errands, but maybe they oblige themselves to do the manyana habit.  i definitely despise that. however on my end, i don't lfeel like being busy with household chores. i think i was born for greater things. that's why i entrust my laundry to the laundry shops, the car to car wash boys ...and my paper works to Liezel. but of course i give her a hand on that.

(sigh)i do not know how i will solve this problem. or is it a problem at all? maybe it's time to know some more people so i can expand my network. and that i must establish maybe a business or a small institution that will make me busy everyday. like today, i don't have anything to look forward to. we won't be going to baclaran anymore since we already went last night. and i'm avoiding malls...definitely a no!

the business thing maybe not so soon though. there's a lot of things coming up. the second semester is gonna unfold. and that would mean work. like what celebrities usually, all they do is work work work. they aren't complaining. they're bragging. photoshoot for work? tv guesting for work? endorsements for work? not bad eh. i went with a friend to do a photoshoot at the poolside of araneta colisum for his endorsement of Fern C on friday. in less than an hour...an instant P8k. really not bad. that's barely what someone would make in a month's work right? now no one will wonder if there's a pile of people lining up for big brother or survivor.... that can probably be the road to "work".