i don't really like to wake up in the morning without looking forward to doing something. i hate the feeling of looking for an activity to be busy with. others may be saying that it's fun to be going on a stress free day, hassle free one. but i ain't really like that. ever since college, i made to it that i expect a schedule to come up to my face as soon my eyes open. and i've said this to a number of friends. and they told me i'm weird. basta anything that's worth paying attention to, it's fine.

if i may analyze the culture or more appropriately, the practice of the Filipinos, i would say that a number of Filipinos are fond of this happy-go-lucky attitude. i never miss a day seeing the roads of manila with tambays or "stand-by's". i am certain they have things they can be busy with regardless if they're jobless. there's household chores or errands, but maybe they oblige themselves to do the manyana habit.  i definitely despise that. however on my end, i don't lfeel like being busy with household chores. i think i was born for greater things. that's why i entrust my laundry to the laundry shops, the car to car wash boys ...and my paper works to Liezel. but of course i give her a hand on that.

(sigh)i do not know how i will solve this problem. or is it a problem at all? maybe it's time to know some more people so i can expand my network. and that i must establish maybe a business or a small institution that will make me busy everyday. like today, i don't have anything to look forward to. we won't be going to baclaran anymore since we already went last night. and i'm avoiding malls...definitely a no!

the business thing maybe not so soon though. there's a lot of things coming up. the second semester is gonna unfold. and that would mean work. like what celebrities usually, all they do is work work work. they aren't complaining. they're bragging. photoshoot for work? tv guesting for work? endorsements for work? not bad eh. i went with a friend to do a photoshoot at the poolside of araneta colisum for his endorsement of Fern C on friday. in less than an hour...an instant P8k. really not bad. that's barely what someone would make in a month's work right? now no one will wonder if there's a pile of people lining up for big brother or survivor.... that can probably be the road to "work".

i decided to just dont sleep since i have to work today. so while waiting for the 1 hour gap, i'll just blog. we just came from manor and we had a great time. it was so much fun. maybe the reason i'm not complaining that i'm puyat again. i was with marison, georgia, jackie, raul, plus two other guys. then when we went to eastwood andun sila paolo, mark, alex at marami pa. kaya sobrang saya. one thing i regret though is not being able to wear a halloween costume. sayang talaga, i realized that when we were there already. paolo was the only one wearing a costume. and he didn't fail. such a head turner. lol

another thing, im sure everyone here in manila experienced the strong winds yesterday. we were playing xbox till 3 am saturday and we can feel the force of the wind from our bedroom. then ronald called me to move the car to the vacant lot because a branch of a pine tree fell on it. good thing konting scratches lang ang nangyari. ang daya because yung mark III at expedition ang inuna. biased. the good thing about it was the typhoon was so quick. in less than a day it left the country already. when we were playing basketball before noon it was already sunny so it was like "that fast"? well i am sure that the quickness of it benefited tha majority. thanks a bunch BRO. whatever... i have to go now... the jollibee breakfast's arrived.

i feel i'm useless. hontestly. i don't think i will be able to vote next year. supposedly, it'll be my 3rd eligibilty year to vote, first one was in 2004, then 2007 then next year. i thought i would be able to beat the deadline. i took the initiative to ask my friend if she could help me with the process and make it simple for me since i don't feel like falling in line the whole day just to vote. the thing is for the last few days, i've had the chance to listen to the news on the radio while i'm driving. i've heard about people lining up the sattelite offices the whole day just to  register. and apparently, my friend is mayor fred lim's granddaughter, so i don't have to fall in line. however, though i've been living in manila for the last three years, all my IDs are addressed in caloocan at my parent's house. hassle right? so i spent a couple of hours begging our barangay captain to issue me a barangay certificate. he was hesistant at first but well, i still need an ID. but it was kinda late so it really won't mean anything. and besides, i had to attend my flexibility class in an hour. i really feel frustrated. there goes the issue on exercising the right to vote, and the responsibility of registering on time. come may 2010, i will be a bastardized citizen of the Philippines. i will not have any role on that historic day. 

to pamper myself, since i felt kind of low and tired, after our dinner at Little Asia, we are now having a foot spa. yucky dami dead skin. at last nagka chance ako maka online and check my facebook and mag blog na ren. one thing good about a mac is it's user friendly compared to my pc. i hope i can get my own soon. and later before I sleep, i will be putting this patch, on the soles of my feet, like a detox thing. i really should start eating healthy food.

yes! kakadating ko lang it's 11 pm, we just came from the advance screening of astroboy. batang bata. i thought i won't like it but i did. is that really the story? or one of those made up stories?  kaso lang i feel guilty not showing up sa moa for the pond's segment at the pfw. ang layo kasi from the advance screening so i had to beg off. 

i feel kinda ok kahit na maiksi ang araw ko today. mga past 12 na kasi ako nagising. then when i went online, online din si carla. it's been a while since ive seen her. palibhasa sikat na. but im so happy for her. ako kaya kelan ang break ko sa showbiz kahit creative writer man lang? just dreaming

we are on our way to audrey's birthday in antipolo. it's 1:30 pm and i just woke up. i haven't eaten anything so i think this would mean gluttony. my bad. i shouldn't even be saying that. a few seconds ago, we passed by the infamous marikina river and saw this mountains of garbage on the riverside. To say that it looked awfully bad is an understatement. You can visualize the way the place looked on the day of the storm surge. At that moment, i thanked Bro for keeping me safe that day, and at the same time, prayed for my countrymen who suffered emotional, physical and financial damage during that fateful day.

on another note, i still have no idea what i'll be doing for the rest of the day. one thing that is certain is that i will go rest as soon as we get home. my eyes need toothpick to keep it on, to say the least. oh and i'm so proud to be given this jersey of the fearless ronald tubid of ginebra. it's the first time i'm publicly wearing it during my work out sessions. their next victim: the alaska aces!

as i'm writing this, i'm at the csb campus waiting for someone (secret). yipee. parang welcome back thing for me. the last time i walked along the streets of taft was in july pa. eh that was in the evening pa. it felt like yesteryears. the sound of the lrt, the fashionable people walking, the green and white surroundings. i wish my college years never ended.  buti the valet person still remembered me that i didn't have to worry about parking.

i was told though, that alumni can enter the campus until 5 pm only. what if there are events like foundation week? usually that lasts until midnight. does that mean alumni can't celebrate with their friends in there anymore? i haven't asked anyone about it but i will try to know the reason why there's such a rule now. btw, maybe it's kinda surprising that i'm with a foreigner in the pic. this is leandro and he's a brazilian. he's in the PI to get modelling jobs. i'm so intimidated by his nose so later i'll go to belo megamall to inquire about rhinoplasty. seriously...

i'm at a gas station now just outside valle. i have to go to work again. buti there's no traffic since most of the schools are now having their term break (short term break). mostly, a regular semestral break will take a month. but due to the typhoons, some schools don't even have breaks this year. kawawang mga bata. actually yesterday was officially my last day in school for the first term. although i have to go back there maybe monday para sa clearance. i remember... yesterday since yung classroom didn't have AC, it kinda reminded me of the time when i took the ACET, the classrooms didn't have AC. and during that time, paglabas, sobrang traffic, the cars weren't moving.

i cant seem to share photos through fb. i must be doing something wrong.

i promised myself to be productive everyday. no idle time. dahil diyan, nakapaghanap na ako ng pwede maglinis ng kwarto. and the lucky girl is jumar's helper. i hope she's gonna be able to fix everything at a cheap service fee. i'm planning to have it next week. my room's so dirty. i passed by the house a while ago and i realized, hindi ko na siya kilala. pathetic. another productive thing, nakapag visit kami ng baclaran last night (actually morning na yun) after having dinner. nagkataon na sa dampa macapagal kami kumain so it was really a blessing that we were able to visit Bro's house, and thank HIM for everything.  

is there such a thing? full length kasi medyo mahaba siya compared to other sleeps i had for the past week. i should have slept at an earlier time but i had to finish my cover letter. pero i will proof read it because i felt tulog ako habang nagta type lol.

my breakfast's so yummy. it's been a long time since i've eaten danggit. mukhang mapapakain ako ng marami nito. i just noticed, i don't have much appetite during the day, then at night, ang lakas ko kumain. this has been happening for the last two days. does it have something to do with the oral medication i'm having?

after last night's class, i went to the house of gary and jen to have dinner. they cooked shabu-shabu again. i had two bowls of it, but it's okay coz it didnt have any rice in it. i knew we were going to greenhills to buy something but unfortunately, gary's gonna play poker pala beside zirkoh. i thought carlo was gonna come but mercy didn't allow him to go. since gary didn't want to play alone, we tried the online casino at silver city again. kaya lang he didn't like it. he wants the real time thingy.

 i heard on the radio last night that wynnie arboleda won't be playing for the rest of the PBA season. that is so sad. i thought it was just unfair. i'm not being biased, his wife is my friend, but he's one of the nicest people i know. i hope the PBA commissioner will be enlightened on this case and that there will be an appeal of some sort.